This Big Thing
If you knew how long
it would take to do
this big thing,
this vision,
you would never begin.
If you knew how much
energy at times,
how little sleep at times,
how many tiny details
would make up the whole,
what worries, what waiting,
what driving, what negotiation
what re-invention, what chaos
you would never begin.
You would not know how
the progress of day to day
could feed you,
awaken you, open doors for you,
let in light and space and room to breathe.
If you had not trusted,
if you did not understand clarity,
if you thought you were standing alone
you would never begin.
Or so it seems
about all the other times
big plans stalled,
and so it seems
looking back on the
peaceful revolution miracle of
allowing change to unfold,
even embracing.
From fearful to sure,
or sure enough
to take one step…
then another, not necessarily big leap.
Not to erase the past,
but creating the future, your future,
from the endless supply
of present moments.
Margaret Dubay Mikus
© 2009
From Thrown Again into the Frazzle Machine: Poems of Grace, Hope and Healing”
And here is the original poem backstory
Take good care, dear ones. Breathe and breathe…